.Thursday, September 23, 2010.

When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. -Franklin D. Roosevelt

Hanging on? I doubt I am able to do that. There just seems to be no end to work. Each week, I am expected to present something, submit something or study for test or quiz. It never stops and I am already dead trying to keep up with it. Besides being physically challenge to stay up every single night till 2 or 3 am, there are so much emotions to handle when you fail your own expectations. Cihui is freaking cui and she is so going to fail. That's all I hear all the time.

No shopping, no movies, no life. Even when I meet Silly, it is either I am at his house doing work or he is at my house watching me do work. Either way, I have turned all my dates into having Silly stare at me doing work and get me food when I am hungry. It is hard on us but I don't have a choice. I am sorry my dear and I am grateful that you have always been so understanding.

Every single mod is causing me to crumble and feel upset. Accounting is probably not for me. Not for someone who can't see things in the way accountants see it. What am I better off doing? I don't know. Probably I am just not good at anything. Oh wells.

Week 6 saw me trying to get a breather with the end of AIS midterm and the torture of tax planning quiz part 1. Part 2 is about to start soon and oh wells. ROAR! Met up with Adrian and friends with Silly on Tuesday night for frog porridge. It was GREAT. I had some reserves about joining them at first because they were eating frogs. But in the end, I managed to convince myself that it is probably similar to eating fish or chicken and to my surprise, it was great. The chicken and kang kong was nice too. It was indeed worth the effort going there though the "Gay World Hotel" situated next to it was kind of turning off.

Friday saw me catching Legend of The Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen. It could be due to Ip Man that I had high expectations of this show. However, to my amusement, it turned out to be kind of a joke. I am definitely not referring to Chen Zhen nor his admirable patriotic spirit. But rather, Donnie Yen's exaggerated yelling and actions. He actually used the technique of "roaring" at his enemies and that did caused them to back off when fighting with him. All the audience burst into laughter.

Saturday was back to school for meeting again and I headed off to Jun Zhi's house to complete the slides and access stuff while the guys were playing Mahjong. Oh wells, what good life they lead. Sometimes I do wish that I am a guy with high power of ignore where you just ignore everything else that happens around you and remain a happy person.

All right, I guess I am a non-stop working machine. FML.

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