.Wednesday, November 04, 2009.
I am a busy bumble bee.
I am having nightmares with bidding again. Didn't get Corp reporting in the first round which means having to bid again in the next round. Oh wells.
These few days saw me having lots of thoughts about friendship and people. The thoughts came ever more intense after reading a really meaningful blog post. Grades and competitiveness seems to have blinded many of us, including myself. Sometimes it gets so tiring and I wonder what's the point of it. It is definitely important that we give off our best and try to do well. But at times, it does cause us to neglect priceless stuff around us which money and material things can never give us.
I guess I have learnt alot from many different people and many different incidents. Sometimes I can't help but wonder who is actually true to us, who is sincere, and who truly cares about us? Certain things that people say could be said without giving much thought but yet, when they keep putting stuff across in the same way, it just seem that they are so fake. Perhaps SMU truly open our eyes to the ugly side of society. Then again, it is time for me to learn to deal with all these.
Silly boy went back for reservists and I was doing work for the whole day. Prepared MC script, read MS and didn't understand a thing as usual, did MA and now, I should go back to MC again. Sians. So screwd for everything. Zzzzz.
Counting down to Sunday:)
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