.Saturday, March 14, 2009.
Change.
The past week was a killer week. Three presentations, one draft essay to submit and LTB mid term. I haven't been sleeping for days and I practically moved around school like a walking corpse.
On Monday, Weizhen said, "You look like you didn't sleep for six days."
On Tuesday, Jun Kit said, "You look like you didn't sleep for six months."
On Friday, Neo said, "You look like you didn't sleep for a throusand years."
That's how bad it is. Managed to do complete all these work but whether it is of standard is another issue.
Biz law presenation was horrible. LTB mid term was not much better. I went down to meet dearies at Chomp Chomp after the exam and there was this freaking women who was hogging to the seat even after she was done with her meal. I decided to be nicer to myself and ate lots of nice stuff. Stingray, satay, hokkien mee, sugar cane juice and chicken wings. YUMMY. We then headed to Ice Cube to have dessert and chill. I had some Mocha mudpie that tasted really bitter at first. As I had more mouthfuls of it, it tasted nicer and nicer!:) haha. I was too shag and headed home to rest.
I went to catch Marley and Me today and it was great! I had Korean Spicy noodles at some HK restaurant. See how globalization and fusion works in our lives. HK restaurant producing Korean food. The movie was quite touching at the ending part and I was trying hard to control my tears. Many people were sniffing non stop in the theatres. Headed home after which and finished my stats assignment.
I was just thinking about the show and I realised how true the comment made by the male lead was. How many people will make you feel special? Be there for you no matter rain or shine? Sometimes, I get terrified and disappointed at how people change. When we enter into a place of new environment, meet new people and try to live up to expectations, some of us change our values, views, principals, the way we communicate with others and the way we put our message across. Some people no longer seem to be who they were when we knew them initially. People drift apart, become less sensitive in their speech and place no one expect themselves in the center of their world. It kind of irks me to see how people put their messages across without being sensitive to the others around them especially when everyone else is also having problems with their own work.
Oh wells, perhaps I am no longer who I used to be. Perhaps I don't even know who I am. It is time to think through who am I, what I want to do and start leading my life based on my own goals, values and direction that is not dictated nor affected by anyone.
YUM:)
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YUM:)