.Thursday, September 18, 2008.
Freaking Out.
I seriously don't know why I am here in the morning when I have loads of other stuff to do. There is so much to read, so much to do and I don't know where to start from. It is like a pile of stuff dump straight at your face and I jolly well have to learn how to sort it out on my own. This sucks because cihui is a very blur and messy person. Projects, presentations, assignments and mid term examinations are pouring in and I seriously wonder if I would ever pass my modules. Econ'smid term examination format is out and I am totally freaked out by it. For every MCQ question answered wrongly, points will be deducted. -.-. Perhaps I should leave all MCQs blank so that I wouldnt get a negative mark.
I was really blur for the past few days. This is the result of serious lack of sleep and never ending stress. I went back to school on Monday morning for FA presentation discussion and I went back to school AGAIN at night for SMUX Biking meeting. Tuesday started off with the tramautising economics lesson and I stayed back with my group after that to do up the Econs project summary. We took quite some time to do it but I am glad that we got the general layout done up. Wednesday was ultimate group meet up day. My FA group met up straight after FA lesson to do the presentation thing again and after that I had to meet upwith my CT group to do discuss about the impromtu presentation. See, life in SMU is about reading non stop and meeting non stop. Luckily the invention thing is over now. SMEAW: Tool for the smart carnivores. The meetings and lessons really made me so tired that I walked past three people that came face to face to me but my brain totally didnt register their face and I just walked past them without saying hi. That's how bad it was. When I went home after BGS today, I stoned so much in the train that I forgot to alight at my stop. -.- What's happening to me man. My sis is not much better. She actually put the entire packet of fried chicken in the toaster to get it heated up and the blur girlforgot to take out the paper bag. In the end, the paper bag caught fire in the toaster. With the both of us at home, I think it is a matter of time that the entire house gets burn down.
Oh man, time is running out. Shall go and do econs now. Work work work.Cihui should stop lazing around and work really hard.
More than you, more than you know.Labels: I am such a lazy girl
