.Friday, August 08, 2008.
Enough is enough.
It is now time to find and be myself again. It is time to see things from my own perspective and make my stand. I guess everyone is different in the way they express themselves and make remarks. Perhaps we are just so different. Perhaps people could be more sensitive with their comments.
The past few days were eally stressful with all that bidding thing to think about and the execution was one of the most horrible experience I had. We went for Academic briefing on Tuesday with Sailormoon peeps. The talk was quite informative for me given that I am a noob who know nuts about BOSS in SMU. There was a break in between and there was food provided for us. Lol. This is the first time I have seen food provided in between a school talk. We were even given thumbdrives after the talk and it turns out to be of 1 GB memory space after the Asoc peeps told us upon seeing my friends debating about how much memory space it was. We went for lunch at Kopitiam opposite the school after the talk and chilled at starbucks for a while before heading home. I was so tired that I almost fell asleep on the couch in starbucks while chit chatting there.
Bidding on yesterday and the day before was bad. I took very long to discuss with my friends which modules, prof, how much and timings to bid for because we all had very different time tables. I am pre assigned with three modules and I will be going into class without knowing anybody for that three mods. I managed to get my AS & CT and Stats Mods where I had to bid for the Stats mod with Edmund twice after not getting it from the first round. Now I have five modules and five exams waiting for me. How nice. However, at least I have friends going to the same class as me for the two modules. I got so stressed up for bidding on the first day that I was glad that I had gone out with Fran and Clar for movie session to take a breather. We went to catch Wedding Daze at cine on wednesday night. the movie was really fast paced and there was no logic behind the plot. Yet, it was really funny and comical. Isla Fisher is really pretty and I like her voice.
I went for Starring SMU's graduation thing today. It was great to see my Starring SMU group again but the programme was kind of boring. It was held in the function room and my group was eyeing on the food before the potluck thing started. Kendrick and jeremy went all out to get the food. Kendrick cut a girl's queue and the funny part was that when he asked the girl to pass him the thongs, the girl actually did his bidding. -.- Peng Xiang was busy feeding himself with potatoes, Jeremy was looking high and low for bowls while feeding himself with whatever he walked past, Jeremy See was getting all sorts of food, Kendrick was cutting queue here and there, Thomas was talking to some girl in a corner, our VJ senior faci was siting at one side with food placed all around him and sheri and myself were laughing in one corner. There was this pageant thing going on and we wre so bored by it that everyone was doing their own stuff. We headed down to Raffles City to have pepper lunch for dinner. It was my first pepper lunch meal and the food was quite good. Like what the Vj senior faci said, mai hiam buay pai. We sat there, chit chatted abit over dinner and talk cock before heading home. It is national day tomorrow but it doesnt feel like it. The mystery identity of the guy lighting up the Olympic fire thing at the Bird Nest is finally known. The fireworks over at China is really beautiful man. How i wish i am in some other country at this moment, enjoying the moment of being alone.
You never understood me.Labels: Alone
