One more week is just gone like that. A week lesser to decide where I want to go. It was and it still is a vexing task to decide where to go. The place for me. Where would it be? The place were I would be studying, enjoying my life of transition from a kid to an adult and trying things that I want to try. Yet, I am kind of scared of studying. Perhaps too many studying have been done in the past 6 years auch that I am fearful of going back to school now. The stress from work, the hectic schedules and the ultimate stress of getting good grades. Stepping out of my comfort zone is definitely not an easy task. Be willing to and be able to in the end are the two tasks that I have to be able to complete and complete well. Most importantly, I must come to a decision soon. I shall trust in the Lord to bless me with wisdom to make the wisest choice for myself.=) Gambateh cihui!

I went for VJC's Harmonica Band annual concert. Resonance X. The ticket was in my favourite colour, ORANGE. There is an increase in price this year and I went to catch it with Junli. It was a pity that Tay couldn't join us. The songs were nice and stepping into VJ once again brought back many memories. When we reached VJ, it was closed to 745pm and we missed the first song. Looking at the juniors performing on stage reminded me of the the same time last year where I was siting amongst the performers. Siting on the stage behind the closed curtains, preparing ourselves for the opening song, anticipating how the crowd comprising of my friends would look like and how the performance would be. As the concert went on and songs being played after songs, my entire VJ life seemed to be playing through my mind at the same time. The first day I stepped into school, the first time I saw my class, the first time I joined a music group and the time that I have spent here in the past two years. Whether they have been fond memories or not, it was part of my life and a trail of footsteps that I have left behind. For a moment, I did hope that I was part of the perfoming band.

I remembered how Junli, Tay and myself used to spent the countless hours practising for concerts and SYF. The late nights which we blew our harmonica till, hiding at the dark back stage rehearsing for concerts and going to the vending machine to buy snacks when we were hungry after the numerous rehearsals. Yet, it seemed years ago that all these happened. It was a great time spent with tay and junli and I will never forget that. The entire concert ended with the encore piece "accidentally in love" and it ended the concert on a high note. I was totally mesmerized be the violinist and matthew the drummer is still a good and cool as ever. Junli and me went to get ourselves a pack of doritos from the vending machine after the concert and it was great stepping into the canteen again for once. The oily canteen that I didnt really like in the past felt so familiar. The mornings were we would dump our bags and the feeding times where we go there to hunt for food. Looking up would be the sports locker area where I would use Tan Chun's locker as if it was mine and dump my stuff there. Two years. Two short years. Yet, it is where the most things happened. From learning to adapting and to growing up. That made me wonder how would the next four years be like. Admist all doubts and anxieties and fear, I cannot deny that there is also a little excitement within me. An excitment to try new stuff, to do what I want, to learn what i want. The future seems to be another exciting chapter of my life for a moment.

Me and June