.Friday, February 29, 2008.
L:Change The World.
I guess my world will be turned upside down when results are being released. I really don't know what the hell I was writing on my examination scripts for every subject. Things didn't go well, they aren't right at the moment and I seriously do not have any confidence that things will turn out fine. I am really dreading next week. I was reminded of results when I read Mr Ho Wei Kang's email. Results are freaking the shit out of me. I am feeling really stress and lost. The only thing I can do now is to leave everything to God.
I went to watch Death note spin off with GIRLFRIEND:) on wednesday night after work. I met Shirley and Millie at Cityhall station while waiting for Xianling and we were totally squashed on the train. It is as if you are breathing straight into another's person's face, chest or back while travelling. That was quite a bad travelling experience because the air in the train was really stale. We reached Ang Mo Kio at about 7 plus and managed to get tickets for the 730 show. We smuggled in Subway and had dinner in the theatres. The tuna sub tasted really good because I was really hungry. The show was awesome man. Too bad I missed death note 2. I shall see if my cousin has the dvd. L looks really cute in the show and I agree with Ken'ichi Matsuyama that the atmosphere in this movie is refreshingly different from the first two. The plot was quite good too and I like the way L said he wanted to live a bit more in this world. New weapons in the new world. People using viruses to kill each other instead of guns and bombs. How scary could the world get. The way the peope died from the virus infection was quite gruesome too. Yet, you see the best of people in such situations where they sacrifice themselves for the future of the other mankinds. Quite a cliche idea but yet so true. It was really dark in the theatres and half the time I couldnt see my tuna sub and xianling told me to "just bite" when you feel that the sub is in front of you. lol. The couple beside us was quite a distraction to me though because the girl siting on the other side was lying on her boyfriend who was siting next to me so much so that her head was practically next to my shoulders. I got a shock when I saw this black ball of thing moving (which was her head) next to me. It was an awesome wednesday night and love you loads dear!:)
Working life for the past few days hasn't been really good because there were quite some stuff to do and it was quite stressful. TGIF today and I was quite glad that at least today was quite fun and it ended the week off well. Anna wore a super bright pink shirt to work today which Miss Tan commented that even "cheh meh" can see and dennis was saying that it would be very safe to cross the road with her becasue she would definitely catch the drivers attention. I guess the people that really made my day today were Sophia and Wai Wai. Thanks a lot for the sweet card sophia:) Talking to wai wai really makes one happy. She always puts on that bright smile of hers and speaks to anyone courteously with a sweet voice. No wonder Edwin admires her. Even I have to say that I admire her for her high level of EQ and her capability in work. I got another paper cut on my finger today again. The middle finger. When I was trying to stick the plaster around the cut, I forgot that it was the middle finger and I just stuck it out like that to stick the plaster. Hope that Susan didn't see me sticking out my middle finger in the middle of working.
I am kind of sick of working these days. The daily routine of taking the crowded bus in the morning to the office and doing the same things over and over again when the clock strikes nine is nothing but torture. However, for the sake of the plastic sheet with the handsome face and symbols $2/$5/$10/$50 printed on it, I will carry on with this routine. This is life. When we were schooling, life was also about repeating your daily routine of attending lectures and tutorials based on your timetable. i don't know why but a sense of nostalgia creeps up onto me while I am typing this. I suddenly missed the times during year one. The times spent on watching movies, attending lectures for the first time, gathering at the tree house and cylcing at east coast park. At least at that time, everything was nice,sweet and innocent. Now, it is time to face new challenges. I guess I really need infinite amount of courage to face whatever that it in store for me.
Doomsday is drawing nearer and nearer. I am praying really hard that all would be fine. Whatever it is, trust in God.
就像来不及许愿的流星，再怎么美丽也只能是曾经Labels: Past vs Future
