.Sunday, July 15, 2007.
I dont feel like talking much in this entire week. I dont know why. perhaps tired was just an excuse. I see the problem. I know what is wrong but I do not have the courage to voice it out. I still remember the lunch date with chun on Monday. I could still remember the encouragement she gave me. It really helped alot.Thanks alot chun.:) It started me thinking about things. we are often so busy with stuff like socialising, doing work and spending time with our loved ones. yet, we often neglect those who are always around us. We often take them for granted. What is going to happen if they are not there for us anymore one day? I would not dare to imagine.
On monday, chun and I went back to PL and had cup noodles at the mama shop opposite the school. We missed those days where we were slurping noodles with our friends when we had to stay in school to do stuff. The feeling was great. We chatted and ate and some how i felt better, knowing hat she was there. these few days were scary. i had this feeling that i was standing alone, not knowing what to do, not knowing what to say.
Yesterday, I stayed up late after doing some tutorials. watched the ghost show. It really freaked me out. haha. I guess eugene would be laughing his way through the show instead. haha. Went to sleep with my sisters after that. it has been so long that we squeezed together in my sister's room. The feeling was great. Went to Compass point to get some stuff today. Had ice cream with my sis and they were like pigging out at macs man. Super sian about school tomorrow. luckily we are watching the inconvenient truth.
I seriously cant wait for wed. cant wait to see jac. I was just looking through all the gb gifts. Tears just rolled down uncontrollably. I miss them. I miss the GB family. I miss drill committee. I was so touched when i read those letters that my seniors and juniors gave me. All the encouragement for drill comm., all the encouragement to bring my contingent through. I will never forget. perhaps it is just today. Perhaps things will be all right tomorrow. perhaps.
How much do you know about your friend?
Labels: A forgotten friend
