.Thursday, August 24, 2006.
I am super sleepy for half of the day. Thanks to the insufficient sleep i had the night before. This morning, i stayed in the canteen to do work with andrea, yao peng, mahesha and jia wei. Then i went for mock spa skill A. Okay, today the mosquito wasnt that annoying. i had chem lecture after that. Alkenes. I dont understand a damn thing. So i kind of switched off here and there. i was sitting ar the back with xian ling and tan chun. I wasnt paying attention at all. I am screwed. I was half sleeping during GP. In the end for the last half an hour, i dont know what happended to my weird body but i suddenly feel super energetic and listened to her. hahaha. so amazing. Then i went to the library and slacked. H3 was kind of boring. but that guy was funny. "The dealine for the assignment is over but some of you have not handed in, so you are dead."=.=.haha. lamer. Then i stayed in school to do some work with xianling before going home.
We missed the first 55 double deck and we were so sad. Then luckily another double deck 55 came along! i was so happy but when the bus stopped in front of us, i saw that it was the "four million smiles" bus. damn it. I hate that bus. I want my JJ bus back! ahahaha. Both of us were tired but we couldnt sleep on the bus. two funny noobs. Then i was telling xianling everything. She is really good. She gives you advice and all. she tells you frankly what she thinks. truly. Sometimes it is painful to hear the truth. But only true friends would wake you up and help you face realiy. Thanks alot xian ling!:) my mum bought zinger meal for me for dinner. It tasted great. Sheesh, need to make it up for PE tomorrow to burn up the fats.
Ooh. Xian ling, This is what i came up with. haha : i had a super bad sore throat one day. i went "ahemm ahemm' non stop. So i went to take the "heh heh Pills" . The heh heh pills not only cures your illnesses. It also makes you feel happy. So now, i can stop laughing. hehehehehe.
Sometimes, some people just make me really confuse. I used to have a beautiful image of someone. until something happened. people painted an ugly side of you. I dont deny i was a bit affected. affected by stuff you did. About stuff you said. It wasnt the you i knew. However, i still held on to my view that you are not what others make you sound. I trust my judgement. I trust you. However, some stuff that you did and i saw it with my own eyes. I hate to see this. I know i am responsilbe for what has happened. I am sorry. I know there is something wrong with my attitude towards certain stuff. However, your attitude these days really puts me off too. I dont believe what the others say of you. So please do not behave in a way that they picture you as. please. This is just a simple wish of mine. Stop confusing me. Sometimes i really wonder whether it would matter to you if you have lost me. I am really tired. when i am really tired one day, it is the day you would have lost me. I mean it. Now, i just need to be alone for a while. Just a while.