.Thursday, July 27, 2006.
Back view. Have you ever wondered how your back view looks like? What message does it convey? Today, I saw my father’s back view clearly. I almost tear. It looks haggard. His shoulders look as if there were loads of burden on it. However, he still carried the burden and continues walking without any complaints. He looks down when he walks. Is he tired? I know he is. Very tired. I am angry with myself. I was not able to do anything to share his burden. For the past months, I was very selfish. I cared only about my problems. I neglected my parents. I always thought I was the only that was sad. But, I have never taken a step backwards and think for them. I am selfish. I am a baddie. I have seen many back views. It conveys different messages to me. For some people, their back views tell me that they are carefree and happy. For some people, their back view shows sadness. I wonder how mine looks like. I really wonder.
Ok, so today is the first lesson for H3. Gosh, I really felt like stepping out of the lecture threatre after that Mr Foo started lecturing for 5 mins. Plane geometry. Ahaha. it can kill. That lecturer is super funny. He made Edward and I laugh. Yes, laughing from the bottom of my heart. He ended all his sentences with "hor". I counted. He said 7 "hors" in one minute. Then he said his name was Mr Foo SEE Bon. So he was saying his favourite phrase is “do you SEE what I SEE’ and “now you SEE, and now you don”. =.=.ahaha. Gosh, how am I going to survive when I don really seem to understand a thing amongst people who do. Ahaha. Edward kept telling me not to give up. Hmm, so I shall seriously consider what I want to do. I really wonder…
Hmm, weekends coming soon, okay, it means time for a breather. Breathe in, breathe out. Smile!
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