.Tuesday, May 23, 2006.
today id tuesday. My long school day mainly due to PW.I had post concert celebration yesterday.haha. Amazing that we have such stuff. It was the last day of CCA for the year twos. A bit saddening for the four of us.haha.Sheryl, junli you know what i am talking about right.lol. haha. You always forget to do the tsunami dance whenever we meet.haha. the duet performance which is totally embarrassing.haha. we had pizza yesterday which was quite good and the cake was quite alright. yesterday was a day of mixed emotions. After cca, i waited in the canteen for xianling before going home together. haha.and from yesterday onwards, buss 55 has officially been added to my list of the "Loser Bus Club".it too freaking long for the bus to come. reached home at about 8 plus and did some work before knocking out on my comfy bed.
Mixed emotions.Yes. Heard this some where that day "When I am determined to turn my back on you, i will never turn back again. It was the last chance i gave you but you just took it as rubbish and ignore it." Haha.Such a sad and serious comment right? i don't really like the mood of it but yet it sound so true when someone has lost hope and given up. trust, what a heavy burden lying in my mind. I remember telling my friends it is easy to gain and lose my trust and recently i was wondering if i am too naive at times.I believe whatever people say regarding important issues easily but ended up feeling like a fool. I have decided that i would not be so naive anymore and face reality. Anyway, enough of such unhappy stuff. Haha. I have been having a headache for the past few days. maybe i have a tumour in my head? *sigh it feels like an atomic bomb, going to explode any time. Today i went home with Tan Chun. Thanka for your listening ear Tan Chun, i really needed that. It has been a long time since i have poured out my problems to her. It feels great after doing it. At least a great load of mind. Tomorrow i am going to drag this sickly body of mine through my legs full of scars to school tomorrow. Hopefully i would be able to catch the JJ Bus and that the bus 55 better improve on its frequency if it wants to get out of my Losr bus list.hahaha. tomorrow is lecture day. which means i will be freezing again. Hopefully i wouldn't become a block of ice at the end of the day. Oh ya, had b and j ice cream today!surprisingly the VJ canteen sells it. Not bad, it is getting a bit more high class. eating ice cream brightens up my day. that would be all for today. Tomorrow would be a better day i hope. smile:)
