I am tired today. Both physically and mentally drained. I always tell myself not to think about it anymore. But i just can't do it. Maybe what i need is just time to get over it. Yesterday i went to watch the x-country race. I was seriously impressed. The runners are seriously good. Today we had sports day. i might sound sua gu but i seriously have never been to any sports day that starts in the afternoon. haha. The events were just like as usual, nothing much interesting. The day ended off with mass dance. Come to think of it, my life kind of suck man. anyway i just did an online test on my life and statistics have proven that it really suck.haha. These few days i haven't been thinking things through. I am at a stage where i am confused. I don't know what i should do. maybe what i need is time to sort things out...time....I was packing my drawer that day and came across all my Gb stuff. Pictures, gifts and camp stuff. I kind of miss my GB life. 4 years that i have spend in GB. I simply miss that. especially drill competition. Even though i screw it up that time but i seriously miss senior contingent. haha.I think teresa, cheryl and rest of the contingent were the first ever people to see me cry in public when the results were announced. Time really flies. Now they are already n sec 4. Without knowing maybe the next time i see them, they will be with their husbands and all.haha.think too far. I am kind of not myself these few days. but anyway next three days would be holiday for me. enough time for me to sort things out and seriously come out with a decision.Smiles and everything would turn out for the best. at least i hope it would.:)

,whenever i thought i was one step closer to you, you are actually 100 steps further away from me... Youare near yet far>

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