.Friday, March 31, 2006.

Today I am kind of moody and lazy. It has been a lazy day. I don't feel like doing anything but just sit there and take a break. I long for a long long break. today was kind of April Fool's day in advance and it was definitely much more interesting than secondary school. I came to school in the morning to see the concourse filled with rafia string. I was trying to dodge my way across. I came to the canteen and the canteen was in a mess. Tables and benches wre all over the place, some overturned and hanging half way on top of each other. I was kind of wondering what happen then Jasmine told me it was April Fool's joke. haha.Then came assembly. that was funny man. they got CO to play the National anthem and when the flute played, it ws really funny. LOL. Then the SC guy said the pledge in another language and i was wondering if he was crapping. Haha. They also got Mahesha and band to play the College anthem and that guy was practically screaming his lungs out into the mike. it sounded terrible and horrible.haha. After which we went for PE. PE was nothing much and I felt very good after running. Can burn up the fats. haha.As usual played badminton again. After that, i had my long break while the Chinese people went for chinese test. Funny man, it used to be a big group of us slacking together but today only Jiawei and I was left. Then He Li appeared and disappeared. Luckily Mahesha came and joined us and we did our work. btw, jiawei is like a girl, he takes damn long to change man.haha. then went for chem tutorial and maths lecture. I hang around in the canteen for a while then went home. On the bus I tried to sleep but maybe because of the Nescafe, I gouldn't sleep. I wanted to sleep so that I would not think of anything. I did not go for music fest and it will be starting in half an hour's time. Wonder who will win... Tmr i have to go back to school for harmonica practice. *sigh. What a life a lead. Time seems to pass so fast that I could hardly breathe these days. I am tired. I want to go to somewhere where no one knows me and take a break. Even if it was only for one day, i would be contended. Hopefully tmr would be a better day. Smiles:).

Thought for the day: It hurts to give up. I wonder if time would help me to forget everything. Give me some time to forget....

<很想哭，哭完无助>--Tanya

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