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Sunday, November 08, 2009




I have learn to be contented :)

It is weird how people always think that the grass at the other end is greener. Sometimes, we neglect and overlook what we have.

MC solo presentation was screwed. I think I am totally a goner for that. Met Jade, May May and Sheryl on Saturday afternoon and had lunch at Aston's. Headed to the National Museum of Singapore after that for our memorable birthday celebrations for them. Took many funny and weird pictures before heading to Fort Canning Park. Wanted to go into the Battle Box but we got freaked out by the door that opened on its own.

Headed home after the blast and met silly boy at 9 plus. Silly boy looks like a little boy in his army uniform and weird army hair cut. Poor reservists boy. Met boy for breakfast today before heading to his house to study. Can't believe that I am not going to see him for the next five days again. We went to Bedok 85 to have dinner and the funny thing was, my mum and dad were there for dinner too but we didn't see each other! Headed to NTUC to buy wantons and chocolate. Thank you so much dear:)

Sigh, so screwed for everything. I really need to stop slacking and work doubly hard now. Fighting!

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009


I am a busy bumble bee.

I am having nightmares with bidding again. Didn't get Corp reporting in the first round which means having to bid again in the next round. Oh wells.

These few days saw me having lots of thoughts about friendship and people. The thoughts came ever more intense after reading a really meaningful blog post. Grades and competitiveness seems to have blinded many of us, including myself. Sometimes it gets so tiring and I wonder what's the point of it. It is definitely important that we give off our best and try to do well. But at times, it does cause us to neglect priceless stuff around us which money and material things can never give us.

I guess I have learnt alot from many different people and many different incidents. Sometimes I can't help but wonder who is actually true to us, who is sincere, and who truly cares about us? Certain things that people say could be said without giving much thought but yet, when they keep putting stuff across in the same way, it just seem that they are so fake. Perhaps SMU truly open our eyes to the ugly side of society. Then again, it is time for me to learn to deal with all these.

Silly boy went back for reservists and I was doing work for the whole day. Prepared MC script, read MS and didn't understand a thing as usual, did MA and now, I should go back to MC again. Sians. So screwd for everything. Zzzzz.

Counting down to Sunday:)

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009




Great movie with hot female and male leads.

My Girlfriend is an Agent is definitely worth watching. Freaking funny comedy that is so enjoyable and is a stress reliever. The girl is seriously hot for her age. Totally chio.

Headed to Xin Wang to have dinner before going to get slippers. It seems like history when I have last been at Orchard Road on a Sunday to watch movie. Went home to do MC after that and now bidding is irritating the hell out of me.

MC presentation this week. Freaking scared and stress. Everything is coming at one shot.Can someone teach me how to handle it?

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Saturday, October 31, 2009


Week 11.

Week of Hell and there is still more to come.

Stayed in school on Friday aftr Management Comms class till 8 pm just do nothing but tax and tax project alone. It is truly amazing how a Prof's statement can drive all of us crazy.

Compiled the report and edited it for 5 hours straight and I literally died in the GSR. Sheryl left half way to go to Night Safari to celebrate her birthday. Hope she remember what Jade and me told her and better catch a tiger back for us and set it on our best friend.

Finally submitted the report at 8 plus and headed off for dinner. Went to Curry Favor for dinner and the food was not bad. I kind of like the ambience and the waiter was super friendly and nice to us. Headed to buy nice stuff and went to have Ben Jerry's ice cream. Like again. haha. Finished a pint of B & J Cake Batter on Wednesday and here we are back in B & J again.

Walked around for a while before heading home.

Today is stay home and work day. Finished MC persuasive message exercise and MS homework. Feeling so nuah and slack now and it is irritating to know that there is still another pile of shit waiting for me to clear.Rah, when is all these going to end?



Ben and Jerry is love :)

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Tuesday, October 27, 2009




What's important?

Had MA test today. Last test for MA before we sit for the final examination. I really didn't understand the few topics that were tested. Everything is confusing me. Maybe I am just not working hard enough. On the other hand, I am glad that is over. At least one thing is off my mind for a moment. Now I have to get ready to fight a battle with million assignments, projects, and screwed up grades. Cihui needs to pull up her socks sky high!

MS meeting was short and sweet as we all did our work and ended up checking that we got the answers and concept on the same track. Met Alfred for dinner and movie session after that.

My Sister's Keeper.

That was indeed a great movie. Great story to be exact. It was really touching and there were so many thought provoking issues. In fact, the story does teach us to not take certain things for granted and sometimes, what is important is that we are able to experience certain things at least once in our life even though we might not be able to possess what we really wanted for eternity. I was really touched by the show. Almost cried but managed to hold back my tears. Became a bit emo after that for no reason.

Went to some office before heading to Carrefour to buy chocolates and campbel soup. Really long and tired weeks that I have gone through. I really need a break now. A nice break for me to recharge before I really die.

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009


Sick. Tired. Stress.

Gosh, feeling really unwell and yet there is still so much to do. Stayed up till 1 plus a.m. to prepare for MA presentation and ended up waking up with a bad sore throat and felt a little feverish. Going to die soon.

Headed to school and the weather killed me. It was super hot and I thought I evaporated from the surface of this Earth when I was standing at the traffic light. Got totally confused and lost during MA class. Sigh.

Went to have a quick bite at Pasta Mania after MS meeting and headed home. I think I am so going to drink herbal tea as plain water.

I am glad you have always been there.

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Saturday, October 17, 2009


Supposed to be doing work now but I have no idea why I am slacking here. I am counting down and yet not counting down till night time today.

The past few days have been really draining for me and I was glad to have gone shopping with Yuting after MA meeting yesterday. I bought a xiao mei mei dress while Yuting got a nice top. There are so many things that I want to buy. Accessories, shoes, and bags. But I am like so broke after shopping as well as buying gifts.

We had nice noodles at QQ Noodle House before training home. There was this really steady guy who brought a drink from Macs into the train and he was happy sucking his drink his drink away as if the fine doesn't matter if he gets caught. I felt bitchy when I was telling Yuting this. Haha.

I was really tired when I got home and tried to start a little on MA presentation script. Alfred called from Malaysia and I think his handphone bill for this month just exploded because we are on the phone for 1 hour plus. Hopefully everything will be fine today though.

I am so stressed up by all my school work now. MA test, Income Tax Quiz, Managament comm assignment and soslo presentation. I GOING TO DIE OF STRESS AND CUINESS :(

It has been lingering at the back of mind all these while. I need more time.

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